It’s been a while since I last posted here. Ah well. what’s done is done.
Quite a rough month for me. I don’t think I even enjoyed this month. well not much has happened during the early months. 13/6/1994 was my birthday but I get abseloutely little or nothing for my birthday. I mean what, I only received wishes, some cash from my sister and a drawing that my follower on twitter drew. and that’s about it. no cakes, surprises or what not. I woke up, sit in front of the pc and just do my usual stuff. which is really sad though. I don’t feel like I am being appreciated at all. at night, I almost cried thinking about my birthday. I mean.. there’s nothing else I can do about it. each year I am growing up but if it’s going to be like this, I’m going to be crazy about it
Terrible lifestyle hmm? well not much about it. it’s just that everything isn’t going well. my results sucks during the midterm exam, I am still a fucking asshole and a lazy son of a bitch. I can’t even finish my damn homework. I don’t have any….support or…reason to even finish it. if the teachers forces me to finish it sure I will but if they don’t then I am pretty much lazy. school holidays.. I went out with my friends and such but during the last week of the holiday I went to the city alone, just to watch a movie. I went there by myself. nobody was with me. alone and desperate I went there just because I don’t want to see my brother’s face because they’re morons. can’t even be nice to me.
I watched a movie there and bought myself a book. Higurashi – When they cry, curse killing arc 2. don’t ask me why but I like the higurashi series. and buying a book of it is cool enough. good enough to reflect my actual feelings or thoughts about the things around me. the story itself can hide my true feelings. yes there’s blood in the story which sometimes makes me laugh on my own. sometimes I am wondering why am I being like this
